An A Level student who cant 'fly'..

Assalamualaikum! Aloha!!

How’s everybody? Sihat? Evrytin goes as plan? Alhamdulillah..if not, just bear in mind, Allah has sumting better for us =)

It has been about a week after I received my A Level results n please, just PLEASE don’t ask me what’s my result. All I can say is, it didn’t meet the requirement for me to further in degree of medicine, in oversea and even locally.. :’(

So what happened to me?

Alhamdulillah Im now in Management and Science University, MSU Shah Alam doing Foundation in Biological n Health Science (enrolled using my SPM 2010 result) for about 12 months InsyaAllah hoping to score well which will enable me to further in degree of medicine InsyaAllah Aminn..

Am I still sponsored by scholarship?

Sadly nope :’( Im now totally a private student, everytin is paid by my parents’ sweats, tears n bloods :’( My scholarship is suspended while Im doing foundation n InsyaAllah will resume once Im in degree later.

How did I get the offer in MSU?

Everytin was handled by ME AND MY OWNSELF! I was left alone to look for offers by my sponsor in order to still be sponsored :’( Of course I was weak n blurr devastated disappointed after the result day. But I cant wait for too long. I hv to look for the opportunity!

I tried to look for universities dat accept my A Level’s result n offer degree in Bachelor of Medicine and Bachelor of Surgery (MBBS) from afterschool.my. Since my result didn’t qualify me to be in dat course, I looked for universities offering foundation in science. I applied in ALL, I repeat ALL universities/colleges that offer the course. I called the institutions dat didn’t give any respond to my applications n ask lots of things dat I need to know. Seriously it was hard as mostly are either FULL or the application date is closed or the class has already started.

Alhamdulillah for a very supporting mum n friends, I was able to contact directly to the officer in charge @ counsellor of MSU, Puan Adriana that helped my friends n I to be able to join the foundation class evendo the class hs started for about 2 weeks. Once settled, offer letter, application form, list of subjects, statement of payment are emailed right on the same day n yup, Alhamdulillah Im one of MSU students right now :)

Did I try to contact my sponsor?

After receiving my result, I directly called my sponsor. All they said was “An officer will contct us later”. 4 days after the result day, I bought a last minute air ticket n fly to KLIA to go to my sponsor’s office in Putrajaya. However, after all the hard work n hardship, I didn’t get the answer that I expect :’( Everytin was just a waste…..seriously….. Even up to this day, I received no call from them..

Obviously Allah has planned sumting better for me ;) All I can do is, strive my best, keep praying n believe in Him.. I know He loves me more than others SubhanAllah. Everytin was an experienced to b remembered.

Atleast now, Im happy here Alhamdulillah..

Salam..

Easiest butter chicken =)

Hollaaaaa!! 

Bersama 'akak dlm rancangaaaaannnnn.....

Masak apa arini yob?

Hambooooiiii gituuuu..

hahaha =P

Ok2. Few days ago, I uploaded a picture of my butter chicken on fb n twitter n surprisingly, many people did ask me bout the recipe.. Truth to be told, it's not my recipe actually hihi..

I was stressed with revision for the exam n was in the middle of the cycle where girls *usually* tend to crave for lots of thing. Got wad Imma saying?? Hahaha.. N of all yummy food, Tun Jugah's butter chicken goes into my mind. It's not Tun Jugah's food actually, it's simply bcoz in Kuching, the yummiest butter chicken is available at The Tun Jugah Food Court *teehee*

So here's the ingredient. U need butter, chicken, corn starch, chicken egg, garlic, evaporated milk, sugar n pepper.

So lets start! 

1stly, heat JUST A LITTLE BIT of cooking oil. Then put in minced garlic until they about to turn golden. 

Sorry laa masak dlm periuk nasi jerr,
duduk hostel cenggini laa klau nk hidup

Den, put half of the butter (125g)  n wait until it melt. 

Den, pour about half of the evaporated milk n wait till they boil.

Then add in sugar, pepper n more milk to balance the taste. 

Meanwhile, dip the chicken in the whisked chicken egg.

Den, dab it gently in corn starch just enough to cover the chicken lightly.

The fry it in hot cooking oil! 

When everything is done, 

pour the butter gravy on the chicken, 

den WALLLLAAAA..ur chicken butter is ready!! 

*wink2*

This may b enough for about 4 people InsyaAllah. So try n enjoy!

Salam..
*sedapppppp slurrrppp sluuuurrrppp*

Reminiscing..

O Allah,
If he’s meant for me

and I meant for him
Let us be together through ijabkabul..

O Allah,
If we are not meant to be together
Please avoid us from
seeing one another.

O Allah
If he’s the right person for me
Let his iman be the one that I adores
and let him make my way easier to Jannah..

O Allah
If he’s the wrong person for me,
show him the right way
so that he can lead others instead..

Salam..

*in the state of my most-fragile phase.. May Allah ease.. :'( *

Nakba Day :'(

Salam. 

Has anyone heard bout Hari Nakbah? 

Nope? Not sure? 

Here's a short description of it.

On May 15, 1948, 65 years ago Jewish Zionist militias launched a massive attack on the indigenous inhabitants of Palestine to ethnically cleanse them from their land in order to establish Israel as their Jewish state. This lead more than 750,000 Palestinians to flee their homes and become displaces as refugees in the neighboring countries. Most of the families that fled did not even have time to pack their belonging or anything in fear of being massacred by the vicious Jewish militias who went through villages massacring its inhabitants who refused to leave, most of whom were poor villagers and unarmed farmers. 

“We must do everything to insure they never return. The old will die and the young will forget” David Ben-Gurion – First Prime Minister of Israel, 1949.

We won’t forget. We won’t forgive. And one day, soon, we will return!

15 Mei 1948.

Hari Nakbah.

Hari tertuturnya kalimah perjuangan kami,

hari hati-hati disatukan dibawah satu panji,

panji sebuah perjuangan yang suci.

"Ana ahlul Ghazzah!"

Allahuakbar!

Salam..

*Please stop being too IGNORANT..The world is needing us..*

Sayang my anak2 =)

Salam.. Hallooo! Hi everyone! How’s life? Im sorry for neglecting my blog forrrrrrrr ageeeeeesssssss.. Hahaha.. It just dat I’ve been feeling some kind of insecurity to post as how I used to due to some reasons =( huhu.. sad aite? But it’s ok =) Im fine with it. So today, as stated in the title, Sayang my anak2 =) Heeeeee.. dis is not a post bout tips to take care of ur anak2..sorry, wrong blog huhu.. I hv no children yet.. IM NOT EVEN MARRIED! Hahaha..

Well, for those who’s quite close to me, u must hv understand dat I hv 2 anak, 3 actually but I usually take care of only 2 :’) N u know wad, IM FREAKING EFFING MISSING THEM LIKE CRAZEEEEYYYHHH!! Huhu..

Nabil is the eldest, 10. N since he’s the abang, he’s very matured than any other kids at his age. It’s simply bcoz of us, his relatives, are mostly elder people n he has been mixing with us for the whole of his life. So he seldom cry, whine like small kids =) 

While waiting for me at the dentist..

He loves READING BOOKS!! Like awwwwwwwwwwwww I love buying him books!! N one of his fav is Teka Teki book =) He’s quite a shy boy, but he loves making frens. So he told me to buy him teka teki book so dat he can asks people n b fren with them. When he’s out of idea or cant recall the teka teki he ever read, HE MAKE UP HIS OWN!

Hahaha.. For example “Kakak, apa binatang yg hitam mcm semut, tp lg kecik dr semut?” and “Kakak, kenapa semut bpeluh pagi2?” Of coz I was like “Erh??!! Such ques ever exist??” N he’s happy whenever people cant answer him! Hahaha..I miss the way he laugh.. :’)

*Owh the answer is anak semut n semut tu g jogging pagi2* -_-“

Fhazrain in black, Nabil in red
Building up imaginations =P

Next is Fhazrain, 7. CAUTION:Never trust his baiknya-budakcomelni face! Hahaha.. Yes he’s cute, photogenic,manja, loves to smile n play, but he is also GANAS n NAKAL! Hahaha.. but tolonglaaa, he’s curious, he’s growing up, he’s trying to figure out how things around him works. So, he took out evrysingle screws of my brother’s remote control car to see what is making the car move. He wanted to see if the badminton racket still work without the strings, so he cut them off. So in the end, he always got scolded :’( n it hurts my heart. I hate it when people get mad at the kids as if they’re already an adult. Please laaa!! Haaaaaaa..marah nie.. 

Angkat kening nampak..hahaha

N Fhazrain is soooo hardworking. He loves to help me with the house chores. “Kakak nak Fhazrain tlg x?” So he puts on his slippers to help me hanging the laundry outside. He loves to ‘ayak tepung’ n doing the mixing with the mixer machine whenever I bake. N whenever I hug him, he’ll hug me back n says “Hug kuat2 smpai kluar taik” hahahaha.. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhmm I miss him :’)

 

Dua2 belah tgn ada makanan woookkk
Hahahaha..

Lastly, Iwan, 2. He seldom come to my house, but whenever he is, I just cant stop smiling. Iwan is sweet n lovely, manja n is in the phase of copying what people r doing. So, whenever I say, “Iwann~~” he’ll say “Kakak~~” in dat cute tone, tilting his head to one side! 

Menangis nk susu..ololoooo..

Arrrrrggggghhhh, I love to bite his cheeks bcoz he’s chubby, like a burger as said by Nabil. Hahahaha.. Owh whenever his brothers start to fight for toys or tv channels, he’ll report it to me. Hahahaha.. so cuteeeee!!

Taken about 5 years ago..hihi

Budak2 kan, mcm mana skalipun dorang nakal buat kta marah, dorg jugak yg akn buat kta happy n tenang. Sbb apa? Sbb dorg xda dosa lagi..mseh sgt suci. N tpulang kpd kta yg akn corakkn. Mmg laa Im not their mother, but since I take care of them, n they spend most of their time with me, so indirectly my attitudes give some effect to them. Semoga jd anak yg soleh, bijak dn bguna kpd bgsa dan negara, Aminn.. :')

Salam..

Laksa Sarawak for BEGINNER =P

 Hooollllaaaaa =)

from Blog Kak Dayang Jack
This would be the best view of Laksa Sarawak

This is quite late, but I'll just post it as tomorrow, my class will resume and I might hv no other free time..huhu
So here it is, Laksa Sarawak for beginner =) Like seriously, making it is not that hard as what u might ever see in television ads. All u need is Laksa Sarawak paste, evaporated milk or coconut milk, sugar and salt for the 'kuah' , eaten with bihun, shredded chicken, scrambled egg and prawns =)

This is the simplest recipe, so for those who would want to try sumting more advance, you can check it out here Blog Kak Dayang Jack or any other blogs. 

Leni's Laksa Sarawak paste
Specially bought n brought from Kuching Sarawak!!
=D

Susu cair, guna 1 tin pun cukup

Telur ayam

Skin peeled off-prawns

1st thing first, soak ur bihun in cold water. U can directly boil them, but since I prepared them in my lacking of cooking utensils-hostel, I soak them in cold water 1st then rinsed the water off before soaking them another time into boiling water.

1 bungkus bihun

Then, we need chicken stock. So, boil ur washed-chickens in about 1.5 liter of water. Then take them out, n let them cool down before u can start shredding them in small pieces.

Boiled-chicken breasts

Use the same chicken stock to make ur kuah. So just pour in the laksa paste into it and wait till it get blup3 boiling =))

Nyum3

Then add in the evaporated milk little by little , make sure u taste the kuah also. Here, u can add in salt n sugar to balance the flavour. Den kacau smpai sebati gituuu.. hahaha..

At the time being, u can start boiling/blanching ur prawns till they turn reddish white. N shred the chickens, fry scrambled egg n cut them into small pieces.

As a student, this is all I could afford to buy..huahua..

Shredded chicken breasts, ignore the look =P

Scrambled egg..again, ignore the look. Im lacking of the right utensils =P

N ep, ep! Dont just leave ur kuah! Stir them evrytime n keep balancing the taste =)

Macam dh siap dh tu! Nyum3

Bila dh siap, masukkn laa bihun dalam mangkuk, hias dngn ayam, udang, telur sbanyak n scantik yg mungkin.
Tuang kuah smpaiiiiiiiii banjirrrrr..hoho 

N here's mine =)

Muka xpyah nk bangga sgt kot
hihi..

As a Sarawakian, proudly to say this is my very first time to make the laksa all by my own self. *My friends cuma smpat tlg racik ayam n MAKAN..hihi.. *  So, that's it. Im sorry for any mistake or unclear steps in this post. Im just a beginner, InsyaAllah I'll try to improve more next time =)

Salam..