Hanya doa

Pengharapan.
Pengharapan itu mbuahkan kekecewaan

Kepercayaan.
Kepercayaan itu mengambil masa untuk dkembalikan

Doa
Hanya doa yg mampu dikirimkan

Hati
Ya hati ini maseh sakit dan suram

Bahagia
Bahagia itu lebih bermakna kini berbanding sebelum

Coretan
Moga Allah sentiasa memelihara dirimu,
Semoga Allah jauhkan engkau drpd godaan syaitan, godaan manusia dan godaan dunia
Moga Allah bukak semula hatimu untuk terus tunduk djalanNya
Moga Allah pelihara hatimu drpd dosa yang engkau sedar
Moga Allah tunjukkn dirimu jalan yang benar
Moga Allah ampunkan dosa-dosamu
Moga Allah terima ibadahmu
Moga Allah sentiasa bersamamu
Moga Allah hadirkn kesedaran dlm hatimu

Aminn aminn aminn..

Percayalah
Hidup aku kini lebih indah
Alhamdulillah
Moga Allah temukan juga keindahan yg aku rasakan kini padamu
Agar engkau juga mngerti
Mengapa aku lebih pilih Dia drpd cinta manusia

:')
Tabarakallah!

The Perk of Zalikha's Life

Ollaaaa! Assalamualaikum ^_^

Heeeeee..What's up? How's life? Apa khabar iman? May Allah ease Aminn..
Alhamdulillah we reached December n in few weeks we'll be entering 2015!! InsyaAllah :)
"I'm feeling 22~~" Hahaha..

Basically, Alhamdulillah I am, I mean WE ARE now a 1st year medical students in MSU n SubhanAllah, up till today, I still can't believe we reached this stage already. If you know our stories, u'll understand the challenges we faced to be here.

We enrolled on 22nd September 2014. Even the registration was challenging itself. Since it was in the middle of the month, we had some problems to look for fund to pay the registration fee, house to rent, money to pay 3-months deposit and other things to be bought. But Alhamdulillah everything has settled down and we're now in a great condition.

It has been about 3 months and I'm still adapting myself to medicine life. We had just finished with Progress Test 1, comprising Fundamental module and musculoskeletal module. And we're currently in haemopoietic and lymphatic system module. Study is not that easy but fortunately, not that hard. I often hear people saying medical students have no life, but nahhh.. I proved them wrong.

I joined many activities, during my free time, weekends and holidays. I joined dissection team (there's no dissecting session in usual class or in the syllabus, so this is after class), dissecting cadaver till midnight and Alhamdulillah I can study better that way. I joined circumcision event and watched the real thing and learned them in the best way SubhanAllah. I even had the opportunity to volunteer in many other events. At heart, I'm living my life to the fullest, not forgetting my responsibility for akhirat Alhamdulillah.

Owh I would like to take this opportunity to wished two of the best people in my life, the Pak Shazalis' children, Mohd Dzulkarnain Shazali and Nur Syahirah Shazali (they're not siblings, their dads happened to have the same name and they are both my BESTFRIENDS!) for their graduation day on 8-9/12/14 at UiTM Kota Samarahan. All your hard works are paid off and all the best in pursuing your degree! :)

I'm just a weak servant of Him. And for everything He had given to me, I just can't be happier to be blessed and guided all the way Alhamdulillah. People can say it's just the starting and I haven't see the real challenges in this field, but InsyaAllah I'm well prepared and will keep preparing myself. Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah, may Allah bless may Allah show us the right way and may Allah guide us till the end Aminn..


Salam..

Bahagiaaa.. itu bukan segalanyaaa~~

Aloha!
Lamoss gilosss xupdate blog teehee..

BAHAGIA

Yup, that's me currently, Alhamdulillah :)

Sejujurnya sangat bahagia Alhamdulillah dgn kasih sayang dan rahmat yang Allah kurniakan tanpa henti
Bahagia dengan cinta halal dari mak bapak, siblings, family, bestfriends, closefriends The Kamboh haha and everyone around me Alhamdulillah..

I used to believe that one love from that 'one person' is sufficient and sweet.
I used to believe that one love from that 'one person' will lift me higher and better.
Yes I did Alhamdulillah but I still think that something is wrong..
So Allah test me and show me that one love from Him The Almighty is the one I've been looking for!

We can simply say "I love u for the sake of Allah"
But we always fail to understand it, to show it and to do it!
Facing the ups and down in the challenges, Alhamdulillah Allah show me the way,
Alhamdulillah that He didn't let me wonder alone on my own :)
And I come to realise that, loving people for the sake of Allah is to love till we meet in Jannah Aminn.

Until we meet in Jannah..
That's simply means, loving people that will always reminds us of Allah
loving people that will always makes us be proud of being a Muslim
loving people that will always reminds us about our duty as a Muslim
loving people that will always makes us do good things
loving people that will always makes us avoid doing sins and things forbidden
loving people that will always makes us miss Rasulullah
loving people that will always makes us to yearn for Jannah more and more every single day!!
AS LIFE IS THE BEST THERE SUBHANALLAH

So I've widen my point of view,

"To love sumone is not only to love that 'one person'
But to love every single person that Allah put in our pathway of life"

Everyone around us has their own reasons and responsibilities
There's reasons why they're here, There's reasons why we meet them and There's reasons why we get to know them :)
And once their responsibilities is done, they'll be gone.
Thus, appreciate people while they're still with you :)

Life is about what you give! So treat others as how you would like to be treated :)
Never expect! Expectation leads to frustration.
Ikhlas in everything you do, never ask for rewards.
Instead, pray that Allah accept all of our good deeds as ibadah Aminn..

Tabarakallah!
Jum sama2 berbahagia ^_^

Salam!

Because every prayer counts..

Salam!!

Alohaaa.. It's me again, after changing my blog into private mode, I am now back!

I just can't stand holding 'this' in alone.
It's not that I dont hv anyone to talk to, but I prefer posting it to anonymous or anyone who'll not be seeing me cry talking bout this.

Something happened, exactly a month ago, 1/5/14 about at the same time as now, 9.54pm and it broke my heart :'(
Very much...like.. it gave a big humongous hole in me :"( VERY BIG AND IT HURTS
It's like my whole dream crashed, boomed and just name anything exploding :'(
My whole plans on how I wish to spend my life...Allahuakbar..I just cant continue my life :'(

Yes I was in pain, SO MUCH IN PAIN, even crying make it worst..
I cant share it to anyone, no one could understand and telling others would only makes them question me lots and lots of questions that even my ownself cant answer :"(

I felt like shouting, crying my whole heart out, shutting myself in my room, sleeping whenever I can, hoping not to wake up anymore :'(
YES, i lost my hope to stay alive :'(
I felt like killing myself n DIE!
Gone from this world, from everyone..

But, but, but..Alhamdulillah, I hv Allah :'(
He made me strong, He gave me directions, whenever I read Quran, almost all verses are meant for me :'(
Whenever I go facebook-ing, every posts seems comforting me,
When I go twitter-ing, all tweets touched my small heart
Allahurabbi, He's the sweetest love of all :'(

And today, it marks one month after that incident :'(
Physically Im ok, but internally Im still weak, still vulnerable and still lost
But, I've never stop gathering strength and faith
Despite they're fragile and may broke anytime, Im still gathering them from every piece of me
Dont worry, I know Im being tested, and trust me I never blame Allah
In fact, this thing makes me closer to Allah MasyaAllah

Reason Im posting this?
As told above, just to let things out evendo I know, people cant get my point
Also, to ask for prayers from everyone, to pray for my strength to endure this :'(
Seriously I need prayers from everyone :'(
Im just a weak human that may broke anytime, so please pray for me.. :'(

Pray that Allah will give me the best answer and solutions Aminn
and may my heart stay strong despite what's the outcome later Aminn
Pray that I'll continue my life as usual, as how strong I used to be Aminn
And pray that Allah will forgive me for everytime I lose hope and feel like dying Aminn
 :'(


With that, I hope no one will ask wad actually happened
Instead, continue supporting me in any ways
Thank you, thank you jazakumullah for reading, understanding and not judging
Lastly, thank you for praying for me..
May Allah bless Aminn
May Allah ease Aminn

Salam..

Hadiah jaket putih..

"Lecture theatre kami saaaaaaangat sejukkk! Menggeletar dalam tu.. tangan beku, otak pun keraih.." 

Tersenyum malu, Nazihah menyerahkan sebungkus hadiah buat insan yang disayanginya kerana Allah.
"Lepas ni, InsyaAllah Saleha tak sejuk dah dalam lecture theatre, bawak jaket ni tau! Study elok-elok.."

Putih..
Jaket putih..
Cantik bersih, senang nak padankan dengan mana-mana warna baju, tudung atau kasut..
Tapi penjagaan agak sukar, banyak yang perlu di ambil kira..
Tak boleh kena debu, so kena simpan dalam almari kalau tak pakai, nanti kotor
Kalau terkena sos, kicap atau kuah, cepat-cepat kena bersihkan, nanti susah nak hilang
Kalau nak cuci, tak boleh campur dengan kain batik pelbagai warna, nanti tak putih dah..
Hadiah orang kasi kan, so kena jaga betul-betul..

 *   *   *   *   * 

Sayangnya..
Tak ramai yang sedar ada hadiah yang lebih putih
Yang lebih perlu penjagaan yang rapi
Ramai yang buat tak endah tentang hadiah itu
Dibiarkan kotor dengan bintik-bintik hitam dosa
Bila bintik semakin banyak, tiada yang kesah untuk 'membersihkannya'
Bahkan, seakan-akan sengaja 'menumpahkan sos, kicap atau kuah' keatasnya..
Hadiah itu dibiarkan bergelumang bersama-sama 'baju, kain batik, alas meja warna warni dalam washing machine', hingga keluarnya nanti dah tiada warna yang asal

Hadiah itu, Allah yang kasi
Hadiah itu, hati
Tapi tak pernah nak jaga elok-elok
Dosa-dosa makin menghitam
Dahi makin sukar untuk sujud mohon pengampunan
Buat dosa seolah-olah perkara biasa
Pergaulan tak terjaga
Hingga akhirnya kita menjadi jahil
Astagfirullah :'(

“Ketahuilah bahwa pada jasad terdapat segumpal daging, jika ia baik maka baiklah seluruh jasadnya, jika ia buruk maka buruklah seluruh jasadnya, ketahuilah itu adalah hati”
(Shahih Bukhari)

Salam..

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Kahwin..

Tarikh hari ni, 11.12.13

Cantik SubhanAllah

Alhamdulillah sbb maseh hidup harini

1 Malaysia tahu, arini Che Ta kawen, Jovian kawen n byk lagi pasangn lain yg dftar kawen arini..

Fuhhh, grenti penuh glerr Jabatan Pdaftaran harini..

kuikuikui...

Owh apa motif post ni?

Hahaha..

Snanya tgh homesick xbalik hometown for almost 3 months dah

Even kt intec pun xpnah lagi jauh lama glerrrr mcm ni T_T 

Tp dis is wad Im prepared for, pengorbanan n kekuatan InsyaAllah..

Dulu A Level, under JPA so hidup senang ckit..

Skrg foundation, privately parents byr, so kna brusaha keras lagi..

Tiket mahal glerrr wehhh, mencekik! 

Tp klau tiket murah pun bknnya bleh balik, xda cuti mak noks :'(

Ok, tbabas dr topik sbna..

Mintak maaf..hihi

Klau taun lps, masuk bln 12 jer, grenti stiap hujung mggu dh bsusun dlm list tmpt kenduri2 kawen

I pun busy laa susun baju nk g kenduri muehehe =P

Masa tu jer I dpt mlaram uolss (slain drpd hari raya n majlis2 keramaian tmpt kja mak/mak bestfren )

Masa tu laa stok2 kasut tggi kluar drpd bilik, polished gituuu.. 

Klau x, mmg dok bdebu jer dlm bilik hihi..

N tiap kali nk g kenduri tu, I pun kna sdiakn baju utk anak2 I @ anak buah. 

Mmg mcm mak dorg dh I ni haaa..

Smpai satu hari tu, mak tba2 ckp "Ktk org tok jadi anak kak zalikha jak mok?" 

(Korg2 ni jd anak Kak Zalikha nk?)

Hahaha..

Tp I suka, I enjoy kot main ngn budak2 tu..

Lg satu I blja byk bnda kot dr pmikiran budak kecik

SubhanAllah kdg2 I sndri tsentap ngn soklan2 dorg

So, doakn saja yg tbaik.. Mgkin skrg atau bkn skrg..

Hanya Allah yg Maha Mengetahui..

Smntara tu, baiki hati, kumpul ilmu, kumpul duit utk pblnjaan masa depan,  InsyaAllah

Salam.. ^_^

Im being me: STRONG!

Hoooolllllaaaaa!!

Me is back Alhamdulilllah!! *ihiks*

Straight to the point, I am now in my 2nd sem of foundation in MSU Alhamdulillah.. How time flies aite.. =) Im sorry for my broken English, I've left my IELTS (International English Language Testing System) for about a year huhu..n my cert will only valid till next year.. So, hopefully Im able to further my degree by next year Aminn.. what's my point again?

Owh.. I'll b taking 5 subjects dis semester, Biology, Chemistry, Math 1, Health Science and Physics. Basicly I'm okay to repeat Bio, Chem n Math, they've been infused in me for about 2 years during A Level, n I can say Im confident with these subjects InsyaAllah.. *I MUST score in those subjects!! :( *

Health Science is okay too InsyaAllah.. but physics?? 3 years ago, during form 5, I can proudly say I'm a physics genius! hihi.. but today? Im not quite sure as I've left the subject for about 2 years. But lets just pray for the best InsyaAllah..

pssssttt.. Im still holding my dream strongly.. Despite many challenges shall I face, InsyaAllah Im just getting stronger.. ^_^

Salamm..

An A Level student who cant 'fly'..

Assalamualaikum! Aloha!!

How’s everybody? Sihat? Evrytin goes as plan? Alhamdulillah..if not, just bear in mind, Allah has sumting better for us =)

It has been about a week after I received my A Level results n please, just PLEASE don’t ask me what’s my result. All I can say is, it didn’t meet the requirement for me to further in degree of medicine, in oversea and even locally.. :’(

So what happened to me?

Alhamdulillah Im now in Management and Science University, MSU Shah Alam doing Foundation in Biological n Health Science (enrolled using my SPM 2010 result) for about 12 months InsyaAllah hoping to score well which will enable me to further in degree of medicine InsyaAllah Aminn..

Am I still sponsored by scholarship?

Sadly nope :’( Im now totally a private student, everytin is paid by my parents’ sweats, tears n bloods :’( My scholarship is suspended while Im doing foundation n InsyaAllah will resume once Im in degree later.

How did I get the offer in MSU?

Everytin was handled by ME AND MY OWNSELF! I was left alone to look for offers by my sponsor in order to still be sponsored :’( Of course I was weak n blurr devastated disappointed after the result day. But I cant wait for too long. I hv to look for the opportunity!

I tried to look for universities dat accept my A Level’s result n offer degree in Bachelor of Medicine and Bachelor of Surgery (MBBS) from afterschool.my. Since my result didn’t qualify me to be in dat course, I looked for universities offering foundation in science. I applied in ALL, I repeat ALL universities/colleges that offer the course. I called the institutions dat didn’t give any respond to my applications n ask lots of things dat I need to know. Seriously it was hard as mostly are either FULL or the application date is closed or the class has already started.

Alhamdulillah for a very supporting mum n friends, I was able to contact directly to the officer in charge @ counsellor of MSU, Puan Adriana that helped my friends n I to be able to join the foundation class evendo the class hs started for about 2 weeks. Once settled, offer letter, application form, list of subjects, statement of payment are emailed right on the same day n yup, Alhamdulillah Im one of MSU students right now :)

Did I try to contact my sponsor?

After receiving my result, I directly called my sponsor. All they said was “An officer will contct us later”. 4 days after the result day, I bought a last minute air ticket n fly to KLIA to go to my sponsor’s office in Putrajaya. However, after all the hard work n hardship, I didn’t get the answer that I expect :’( Everytin was just a waste…..seriously….. Even up to this day, I received no call from them..

Obviously Allah has planned sumting better for me ;) All I can do is, strive my best, keep praying n believe in Him.. I know He loves me more than others SubhanAllah. Everytin was an experienced to b remembered.

Atleast now, Im happy here Alhamdulillah..

Salam..

Easiest butter chicken =)

Hollaaaaa!! 

Bersama 'akak dlm rancangaaaaannnnn.....

Masak apa arini yob?

Hambooooiiii gituuuu..

hahaha =P

Ok2. Few days ago, I uploaded a picture of my butter chicken on fb n twitter n surprisingly, many people did ask me bout the recipe.. Truth to be told, it's not my recipe actually hihi..

I was stressed with revision for the exam n was in the middle of the cycle where girls *usually* tend to crave for lots of thing. Got wad Imma saying?? Hahaha.. N of all yummy food, Tun Jugah's butter chicken goes into my mind. It's not Tun Jugah's food actually, it's simply bcoz in Kuching, the yummiest butter chicken is available at The Tun Jugah Food Court *teehee*

So here's the ingredient. U need butter, chicken, corn starch, chicken egg, garlic, evaporated milk, sugar n pepper.

So lets start! 

1stly, heat JUST A LITTLE BIT of cooking oil. Then put in minced garlic until they about to turn golden. 

Sorry laa masak dlm periuk nasi jerr,
duduk hostel cenggini laa klau nk hidup

Den, put half of the butter (125g)  n wait until it melt. 

Den, pour about half of the evaporated milk n wait till they boil.

Then add in sugar, pepper n more milk to balance the taste. 

Meanwhile, dip the chicken in the whisked chicken egg.

Den, dab it gently in corn starch just enough to cover the chicken lightly.

The fry it in hot cooking oil! 

When everything is done, 

pour the butter gravy on the chicken, 

den WALLLLAAAA..ur chicken butter is ready!! 

*wink2*

This may b enough for about 4 people InsyaAllah. So try n enjoy!

Salam..
*sedapppppp slurrrppp sluuuurrrppp*