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Huishhhhh, wad's up with the title full with hatred and grudge????

Hahaha..breathe in, breathe out, rileks =) Feeling better? Now read my story..

Hv u ever feel SAD when sending people off to somewhere or SAD bcoz u're leaving? 
I HAVE DAT PROBLEM, CRITICALLY! ='(

It's like, for example, last year, i drove my dad to airport as he had to attend some seminar sumwhere n will b back after 2 days. If considered with conscious healthy mind, that's not a big separation n shouldnt b a problem. But I cried ='( I was sooo sad thinking I hv to endure life without my father....for 2 days..hihi..

Last month, I drove ema, cullen n nadrah to KLIA to send their friend who'll b furthering study to Bangalore India. Ok, their fren is no one for me rite, i mean I know her but she's not my friend, not sumone who's close to me, but I DID FEEL SAD TOOO! Seriously! I just hate the word "SEPARATION" ='(

I 1st discover this problem when I was in form 3, when my whole family was at airport to send Along back to Sabah after his 3 months holiday. Since I'd spend the 3 months with him at home, I felt sad when he has to go back to his uni ='( N i cried in front of evryone...huishhhhhhh...maluuuuuu! Bcoz I seldom cry in front of them..teehee..

N the problem goes on with evryone! I even got fever crying sending my sister EVERYTIME she went back to Labuan during matriculation until she furthers her study in Johor. I cant stand that pain so I told my sister, I cant send her to airport anymore bcoz I'll cry n she understands =)

Aishhh...crying is a pain, holding it in is another pain..huhu.. I really cant b sure, will I b okay with this problem or it will subside later..hhmmm...let's just pray for the best, Aminn.. Afterall, Allah have planned the best for me =')

Ketika Allah rindu pada hambanya, Allah akan mengirimkan sebuah hadiah istimewa melalui malaikat Jibril yang isinya adalah ujian…
“Pergilah pada hambaku lalu timpakanlah berbagai ujian padanya kerana Aku ingin mendengar rintihannya.”(HR. Thabrani dari Abu Umamah)

Salam.....