Benci..benci..benci!

Huishhhhh, wad's up with the title full with hatred and grudge????

Hahaha..breathe in, breathe out, rileks =) Feeling better? Now read my story..

Hv u ever feel SAD when sending people off to somewhere or SAD bcoz u're leaving? 
I HAVE DAT PROBLEM, CRITICALLY! ='(

It's like, for example, last year, i drove my dad to airport as he had to attend some seminar sumwhere n will b back after 2 days. If considered with conscious healthy mind, that's not a big separation n shouldnt b a problem. But I cried ='( I was sooo sad thinking I hv to endure life without my father....for 2 days..hihi..

Last month, I drove ema, cullen n nadrah to KLIA to send their friend who'll b furthering study to Bangalore India. Ok, their fren is no one for me rite, i mean I know her but she's not my friend, not sumone who's close to me, but I DID FEEL SAD TOOO! Seriously! I just hate the word "SEPARATION" ='(

I 1st discover this problem when I was in form 3, when my whole family was at airport to send Along back to Sabah after his 3 months holiday. Since I'd spend the 3 months with him at home, I felt sad when he has to go back to his uni ='( N i cried in front of evryone...huishhhhhhh...maluuuuuu! Bcoz I seldom cry in front of them..teehee..

N the problem goes on with evryone! I even got fever crying sending my sister EVERYTIME she went back to Labuan during matriculation until she furthers her study in Johor. I cant stand that pain so I told my sister, I cant send her to airport anymore bcoz I'll cry n she understands =)

Aishhh...crying is a pain, holding it in is another pain..huhu.. I really cant b sure, will I b okay with this problem or it will subside later..hhmmm...let's just pray for the best, Aminn.. Afterall, Allah have planned the best for me =')

Ketika Allah rindu pada hambanya, Allah akan mengirimkan sebuah hadiah istimewa melalui malaikat Jibril yang isinya adalah ujian…
“Pergilah pada hambaku lalu timpakanlah berbagai ujian padanya kerana Aku ingin mendengar rintihannya.”(HR. Thabrani dari Abu Umamah)

Salam.....

Ku menangis..

Zalikha....my name has had dis strong relationship with crying and tears since I was small till dis day.. It's not dat I love to cry, but I prefer to let everything out in dat way =) I will not hurt/hit anyone, I will not curse anyone n I need no one to accompany/persuade me lately.. Easy rite? Hahaha..

During my school time, I was fortunate to hv my Syerah, Zira, friends n most importantly, my parents to let out my sadness, worries n problems..Wad's great bout them, they stayed to listen n did not go away =,)

But, since I am already in college, far from family n friends, it turn out totally different now.. I prefer cying alone, rather than telling my friends evrything n cry..Please laaa.. When I'm crying, dat's mean I'm totally in pain n I really dont want anyone to feel da same pain too.. They r toooo painful, n let me handle n bear them by myself =,) I'm okay n more comfortable dat way, InsyaAllah.. It wont b long, dont worry ;) Cheerfull happy Dr.ikha will b back rite after dat, InsyaAllah =D

Well, here's Zee Avi's song, Siboh Kitak Nangis (Please Dont Cry) in Sarawak language covered by my senior, Kak Icha. I prepared the translation, soooooo ENJOY! Hihi..

Siboh Kitak Nangis (Please Dont Cry)- Zee Avi

Oh Sayang
O my love,
Siboh kitak nangis
Please don't cry
Mulut urang kadang-kadang jaik
People's words can sometimes be hurtful

Oh sayang
O my love,

Jangan ambik ati
Don't take hearts
Tok kelak akan pergi
The pain will go away

Sik lamak lagik
It'll be soon

Sik kesah, ribut ka gunto ka kilat ka
Whether its storm, or lightning or thunder

Kamek akan dsebelah kitak
I'll always stay beside you

Mun kitak prlu kamek
If you ever need me

Oh sayang
O my love,

Udah gik kitak nangis
Please stop crying

Kamek sik suka nangga
I don't like to see

Kitak patah ati
You heartbroken

Oh sik hal sayang
O my love, there's no problem,

Dunia tok memang adil
The world is fair

Asalkan kita jangan lupak dirik
As long as you don't be arrogant

Sik kesah ribut ka gunto ka kilat ka
Whether its storm, or lightning or thunder

Kamek akan dsebelah kitak
I'll always stay beside you

Mun kitak perlu kamek
If you ever need me

Crying doesnt mean u're WEAK! hihi..

Salam... =)

p/s: Please dont cry..hihi

Kembali pada yang SATU

Sakit? Siapa yang suka sakit? Tetapi redhalah..

"Dan boleh jadi kamu benci kepada sesuatu padahal ia baik bagi kamu, dan boleh jadi kamu suka kepada sesuatu padahal ia buruk bagi kamu" (Al Baqarah:126)

Mengapa kita? Mengapa skrg?

Adakah manusia menyangka bahawa mereka akan dibiarkan dengan hanya berkata: “Kami beriman”, sedang mereka tidak diuji (dengan sesuatu cubaan)? (Al-Ankabut:2) 

Jgn putus asa, jgn hilang harapan.. Dekatkn diri kpd Allah =)

“Dan sesungguhnya aku Maha Pengampun bagi orang yang bertaubat, beriman, beramal saleh, kemudian tetap di jalan yang benar.” (Taha : 82)

Mampukah kita btahan?

"Allah tidak memberati seseorang melainkan apa yang terdaya olehnya"  (Al Baqarah:286)

Jangan terlalu mengingati perkara yang menyakitkan hati. Nanti kamu bertambah sakit hati. Tidak mengapa andai dilukai, sekurang-kurangnya ia mengajar anda erti hidup.

Tidak mengapa andai tidak dihargai, sekurang-kurangnya ia mengajar anda apa itu kasih sayang. Tidak mengapa andai tidak memiliki, ia menyedarkan anda bahawa masih ada perkara hebat menanti.


Salam.. =)

Depressed ke?

Apa sbb tba2 nk post sumting ari ni? Hahahaha.. Tba2 dan tidak smena2..

It's nothing much actually but I feel guilty seeing my blog archieve..haishhh.. I've neglect this loyal friend of mine =( Huhu..sorry my blog..

Well, real IELTS is just around da corner n i've not receive my trial IELTS result, so I cant measure my ability n weakness yet..huhu.. What will b my band? Can I pass band 6.5 as required by JPA for medical scholars bound to Melaka-Manipal Medical College? I aim for higher band of course, InsyaAllah Aminnn..

Not to mention, final is only a month away!! Waaaarrrghhhh.. Depressed!! Dushhhhhh!!

I've been in a bad situation dis few weeks n obviously I am sad, tired n depressed.. But hey, Allah is always with me! No matter wad people say, people think, people judge..Allah know wad I did, Allah know the real things =,) N if I cn get offended easily just bcoz people talk behind my back, I dont even have that right to say I believe in Allah... Astagfirullah.. So I decided to just let things b, I did not disturb peoples' life, I never do any bad things to people, I never hate anyone, I never blackguard or talk bad things bout people, behind their back...sooo I jus leave evrything in Allah's hand =) 

In dat way, Alhamdulillah I'm able to continue living happily with no worry..

Anyway, ummi took dis pictures dis morning, just testing ema's new application in her phone, n it happened to be me in front of her, so she took my picture.. I was smiling my usual smile when Ummi suddenly said "Bahagianya snyuman diaaaa.. Cmne boleh snyum mcm tu?" I was like "Bahagia?"

Den my heart said, I forgot that I have Allah, I hv my family, I hv my bestfriend, I hv my loyal friends, I hv him...n with them, I will always b happy...n to prove dat, "snyuman bahagia sbb SAYA BAHAGIA =D Alhamdulillah.."

Salam..

Here I am.......a.g.a.i.n

Alhamdulillah I am back in INTEC, Shah Alam..safely last Sunday. So here I am again, away from my fmily, pursuing my 3rd smester of a-level in medicine . Results were bad for last sem 2, ermmmm not dat bad but u noe me, i never get satisfied easily.. However, I believe Allah had given me the best n i'll make them up this sem InsyaAllah, Aminn..

Back to my room..hhmmm..

Cleared last sem, last 2 months..

3 college stickers, showing that I'm here for my 3rd smester oredy, n I'm SENIOR laaa!

Academic briefing with Mdm Rita dis morning
If last year I always occupy the front seat, not for this year =.=
Toooo lazy to wake up early..haishhhhh...
bad ikha, BAD DR.IKHA! Huh..

Received test papers to b discussed with lecturers. However, this sem, there'll b no mark reclaiming as the marks hv been validated by atleast 2 lecturers...so niat nk tmbh markah n point tbantut dtgh jln..huhu..

One thing about bio, I cnt really understand how marks are given.. U write long-long-long answer, u get only 1 mark.. But some questions need only A SENTENCE n there u are, 2 marks! WHADDD?? huhu

Dat looooooong answer, but only 1 mark.. poor me =(

ZERO for me, but surprisingly da answer is jus A SENTENCE!
The one written with red pen!
Masya Allah............................!!

Wadever it is, I learnt my lesson, I hv to change my way of study, I hv to plan better, use my time wisely n NEVER STOP TRYING TO BE BETTER, InsyaAllah..
May Allah keep me strong n show me the way, Aminn..


Salam....

 =,( *

Just DONT GIVE UP!!

Salam.. =)

Cinta Bersatu

Howdy ya? How's holiday? Huhu, school will resume next week, so do the UiTMers n UIAers.. Except for me..still left about 4 more weeks n I really hope time would stops now so dat I dont hv to go back to intec n le brothers, nephews n friends will still hv their holidays.. Hahaha.. Well, during last 2weeks, I really enjoyed myself with evryone, evrysingle day, Alhamdulillah..

Anyway, watched a music video in astro ria ystrday, from Liyana Jasmay entitled Cinta Bersatu. If seen from the lyrics, obviously the song is dedicated to a lover, but as for me, it's for evryone who loves me n never hates me despite all my weakness =,) I love u all!!!

Di matamu ku berharga
Kau perlakukan aku
Lebih dari mencintai dirimu

Di dekatmu ku merasa
Bahagianya aku
Dapat ruang cintamu

Hanya kamu saja
Yang mampu begitu
Tulus
Mengerti aku

Kau sempurna bagiku
Tak kurang sesuatu
Kau terima apa adaku

Ku sempurna bagimu
Tak kurang sesuatu
Cinta bersatu

Gayamu
Sifatmu
Cara mencintaiku
Yang membuat diriku jatuh cinta padamu

Salam..

*Lastly, slmt kembali ke sekolah n yg sama waktu dgnnya.. All the best!!*

Nak makan??

Before u proceed with this post, u are HIGHLY RECOMMENDED to take ur lunch first bcoz u're gonna face LOTS N LOTS N LOOOOTTTSSSSS of fooooood here!! hihi.. Okai.. Let do it!

Mee Udang from Pak Li Kopitiam, n Lemon Juice with Assamboi....
Perghhhhhhh..

Mee Kolok from ermmm...cnt rmember, obviously not in Srwk
*xsesedap mee kolok Kuching =P*

Blended Iced-Chocolate

Ermmm, Lamb Chop with Rice
Iced tea with honey

Waaaarggggghhhh
Rojak Ayammmmm!!

Rojak from Ar Rafi Bistro

Ladna Kueh Tiaw from Ar Rafi Bistro

Sirap Bandung
Nasi Lemak from Bob's Corner

My fav, Bubur Ayam n Honey Tea with lemon, from Pak Li Kopitiam

Rojak@ Pasemboq from Stall Pak Mat

Sedaaaapppppp!! Cendol Kacang also from Stall Pak Mat

Terbaek!! Laksa Penang also from Stall Pak Mat

Errrmm, Breakfast Set C from Ar Rafi Bistro.. Hahahaha

Special Layered teh tarik from Ar Rafi Bistro

O yeaaahhhh, Bakso n Jus Tembikai from Kafe Keningau

Nasi Ayam Penyet from Ayam Penyet

Also my fav, Nasi Ayam Lemon from Pak Li Kopitiam

Beef Kueh Tiaw  n Iced Milo from Ar Raf Bistro

slurrrrpppp!! Blended Iced Chocolate from Pak Li Kopitiam

Nasi Tomato with ayam masak merah from Pasar Malam
n Jus Kedondong!!

Roti Paper from Ar Rafi Bistro

Ais Kacang Strawberry from Ar Rafi Bistro

Also my fav, Bihun Tomyam yg kawkawkaw glerrrrr from Al Awwal Restaurant

Nasi n Ayam Lemon (my FAV!!) n sayur campur from Kafe Keningau

Fruit Cocktail with Milk, made by ermmmm...me n housemates=P

Curry Noodle from Noodles, LCCT

Hahahaha.. Most of the food are only available at Seksyen 18 Shah Alam =) *Wink2* Lastly, while studying, beside milo, or milk or nestum, I enjoy drinking this tea=) Hohohoh..

AHMAD tea!!

Salam =))

I just love HEELS =))

As a short petite lady, I would always want to look tall n growing up in all-girls school makes me always want to look decent n presentable in evrything i wear, no matter wad occasion or where I'm going.. As Azreen nagged me for letting this blog dusty n rusty *hahaha*, i choosed to share bout my passion in HEELSSSSS..

TOMBOY!!
I was a tomboy girl b4. I wore evrythng that my brothers wore. I never look at heels when buying shoes. I preferred roller shoes for raya rather than girly-strapy-pink heels.. Hahaha.. Dat was me.


I become 'GIRL'
It all started during my form 3, I was getting ready to attend my brother's graduation in UMS, when my father asked my mum to buy me a 'more decent' shoes than my flipflop for the occasion. I WAS FORCED TO BUY A HEELS! Hahaha.. But, a shoes caught my attention n I desperately wanted to buy that shoes! That was the 1st time i fall in love with heels..... haaaaaaihhhh.. =)) My mum was shocked SERIOUSLY =.=, she said "Girls' hormones had just bloomed in me" Hahahaha

Bought 5 years ago
Black baldu heels from VINCCI
*sorry quite dusty =P*

Den, i started to buy more n more heels.. Here's some of da pics =)

Masa awl2 nk pakai heels, beli yg rendah dulu.. Hoho
Brownish gold from Rouge
bought 4 years ago
*cnt b worn anymore =(*

Moved on with wedges, suit rough sporty girl like me *^^*
Bought 4years ago too
Green wedges from Sherron H

During highschool, I only wear heels for dinner or special occasion. After SPM, i trained myself to wear heels daily.. Hahaha.. Gedix glorrr =P

My 1st daily white wedges from Anca, bought 2years ago..
Quite worn out but I just love this wedges!!

This is my special heels =)
Why special? Mayb bcoz of the price, hoho..
I only wear this for special occasion
Up till today, I've only wear it for 2 times =)
Purplish pink heels also from Anca n bought last 2years

As I started using socks now n wanted to cover my whole legs, I bought new wedges for daily use last year =) N i really love dis wedges!! It really rpresent me, i think..hihi.. Simple, yet....errrr, those gold strap makes it look GANAS gituuuu.. Grrrrrr.. hahahahaha.. Brown wedges from Marie Claire=)

Even in Shah Alam, i have one wedges too, with da same design as this but in peach-vintage colour. hihi.. Told u, i cant live without heels *^^*

So, dear future husband, just buy me heels n I'll b happy =)) Hahahahaha
Salam..


*who doenst want to b tall rite? hhmmm....*