Saturday, May 18, 2013


O Allah,
If he’s meant for me
and I meant for him
Let us be together through ijabkabul..

O Allah,
If we are not meant to be together
Please avoid us from
seeing one another.

O Allah
If he’s the right person for me
Let his iman be the one that I adores
and let him make my way easier to Jannah..

O Allah
If he’s the wrong person for me,
show him the right way
so that he can lead others instead..

*in the state of my most-fragile phase.. May Allah ease.. :'( *

Thursday, May 16, 2013

Nakba Day :'(


Has anyone heard bout Hari Nakbah
Nope? Not sure? 
Here's a short description of it.

On May 15, 1948, 65 years ago Jewish Zionist militias launched a massive attack on the indigenous inhabitants of Palestine to ethnically cleanse them from their land in order to establish Israel as their Jewish state. This lead more than 750,000 Palestinians to flee their homes and become displaces as refugees in the neighboring countries. Most of the families that fled did not even have time to pack their belonging or anything in fear of being massacred by the vicious Jewish militias who went through villages massacring its inhabitants who refused to leave, most of whom were poor villagers and unarmed farmers. 
“We must do everything to insure they never return. The old will die and the young will forget” David Ben-Gurion – First Prime Minister of Israel, 1949.

We won’t forget. We won’t forgive. And one day, soon, we will return!

15 Mei 1948.

Hari Nakbah.

Hari tertuturnya kalimah perjuangan kami,
hari hati-hati disatukan dibawah satu panji,
panji sebuah perjuangan yang suci.

"Ana ahlul Ghazzah!"


*Please stop being too IGNORANT..The world is needing us..*

Saturday, May 11, 2013

Sayang my anak2 =)

Salam.. Hallooo! Hi everyone! How’s life? Im sorry for neglecting my blog forrrrrrrr ageeeeeesssssss.. Hahaha.. It just dat I’ve been feeling some kind of insecurity to post as how I used to due to some reasons =( huhu.. sad aite? But it’s ok =) Im fine with it. So today, as stated in the title, Sayang my anak2 =) Heeeeee.. dis is not a post bout tips to take care of ur anak2..sorry, wrong blog huhu.. I hv no children yet.. IM NOT EVEN MARRIED! Hahaha..

Well, for those who’s quite close to me, u must hv understand dat I hv 2 anak, 3 actually but I usually take care of only 2 :’) N u know wad, IM FREAKING EFFING MISSING THEM LIKE CRAZEEEEYYYHHH!! Huhu..

Nabil is the eldest, 10. N since he’s the abang, he’s very matured than any other kids at his age. It’s simply bcoz of us, his relatives, are mostly elder people n he has been mixing with us for the whole of his life. So he seldom cry, whine like small kids =) 
While waiting for me at the dentist..
He loves READING BOOKS!! Like awwwwwwwwwwwww I love buying him books!! N one of his fav is Teka Teki book =) He’s quite a shy boy, but he loves making frens. So he told me to buy him teka teki book so dat he can asks people n b fren with them. When he’s out of idea or cant recall the teka teki he ever read, HE MAKE UP HIS OWN!

Hahaha.. For example “Kakak, apa binatang yg hitam mcm semut, tp lg kecik dr semut?” and “Kakak, kenapa semut bpeluh pagi2?” Of coz I was like “Erh??!! Such ques ever exist??” N he’s happy whenever people cant answer him! Hahaha..I miss the way he laugh.. :’)
*Owh the answer is anak semut n semut tu g jogging pagi2* -_-“

Fhazrain in black, Nabil in red
Building up imaginations =P
Next is Fhazrain, 7. CAUTION:Never trust his baiknya-budakcomelni face! Hahaha.. Yes he’s cute, photogenic,manja, loves to smile n play, but he is also GANAS n NAKAL! Hahaha.. but tolonglaaa, he’s curious, he’s growing up, he’s trying to figure out how things around him works. So, he took out evrysingle screws of my brother’s remote control car to see what is making the car move. He wanted to see if the badminton racket still work without the strings, so he cut them off. So in the end, he always got scolded :’( n it hurts my heart. I hate it when people get mad at the kids as if they’re already an adult. Please laaa!! Haaaaaaa..marah nie.. 

Angkat kening nampak..hahaha
N Fhazrain is soooo hardworking. He loves to help me with the house chores. “Kakak nak Fhazrain tlg x?” So he puts on his slippers to help me hanging the laundry outside. He loves to ‘ayak tepung’ n doing the mixing with the mixer machine whenever I bake. N whenever I hug him, he’ll hug me back n says “Hug kuat2 smpai kluar taik” hahahaha.. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhmm I miss him :’)
Dua2 belah tgn ada makanan woookkk
Lastly, Iwan, 2. He seldom come to my house, but whenever he is, I just cant stop smiling. Iwan is sweet n lovely, manja n is in the phase of copying what people r doing. So, whenever I say, “Iwann~~” he’ll say “Kakak~~” in dat cute tone, tilting his head to one side! 

Menangis nk susu..ololoooo..
Arrrrrggggghhhh, I love to bite his cheeks bcoz he’s chubby, like a burger as said by Nabil. Hahahaha.. Owh whenever his brothers start to fight for toys or tv channels, he’ll report it to me. Hahahaha.. so cuteeeee!!

Taken about 5 years ago..hihi
Budak2 kan, mcm mana skalipun dorang nakal buat kta marah, dorg jugak yg akn buat kta happy n tenang. Sbb apa? Sbb dorg xda dosa lagi..mseh sgt suci. N tpulang kpd kta yg akn corakkn. Mmg laa Im not their mother, but since I take care of them, n they spend most of their time with me, so indirectly my attitudes give some effect to them. Semoga jd anak yg soleh, bijak dn bguna kpd bgsa dan negara, Aminn.. :')